Work was alright for me this few weeks.. Its just that I'm tired and I don't know why.. Even though i'm always sleeping, I still feels TIRED~ Work for like 4 - 5 hours a day for last week, except for sunday (9 hours)..

I really don't understand what's happening to me this few weeks.. Firstly, it was winn.. When i met her during the Asus training, i can't bring myself to talk to her.. On our way back, I think she called her sec school friend and started talking.. when the whole group of us are supposed to walk back to the spore expo mrt station..

When i was about to tap my ezlink card onto the reader, I realised that it needs some top up.. haiz~ wasted my $10.. then it was a "silence and packy trip back home (the train was filled with people and we were squeeze each other so others can board the mrt~)

Secondly it was the TDW friends, i realised that i became more quieter when im with them.. There is always nothing to talk to them about when i meet them..

When i'm with them i have this feeling that I' m always the 'extra' there lol.. as if my presence is not known to them.. When i wanted to help them, but it turned out to be im the troublemaker .. im always causing more troubles for them.. so what's happening to me?