omg i finally got this on the comex fair on sun.. omgomgomg.. feeling super happy right now cos this is the second time im using my own $$ and buy stuff that i like..

i like this feeling when i get the buy stuff using my own $$ cos it simply just feel GREAT to mee~~

nice hoh? cos i choose it ><

this is what the free gift that i have. which include a 8GB SD card, case, digipod stand, LCD pad, umbrella and a screen protector

at first i wanted to exchange the umbrella for the 4GB SD card.. but sadly the promoter dun allowed me to do that..

even thought this camcam cost me a bomb, but i still felt that its worth the $$..
the original price was $449 but i get it at $400 with a extra battery.. ^^

btw my camcam is nikon coolpix S620.. ^^
at the comex fair, i was considering of getting the olympus cam at $398.. which is M7010.. thought that it will be quite good.. but ended up, after much persuading by dad, decided to get the nikon one.. as nikon is well known for its cam and photos lol.. hehe


now here is the stress part for me..
sometimes i just wonder whether i shall quit the current job of mine lol..
cos its just that i hate doing there la.. see wei en's ( colleague) face, just feel like **** lol
just hate them lol.. and somemore i keep getting scolding from them..
cos i keep doing the stuff wrongly..

i just dun understand why i cant like take all the satay stick at 1 go lol.. and sometime i felt that when they smile at customer, it sound very "fake".. or did i think too much liao?

haiz duno~ ._.

i think they will sack me sooner or later lol.. sometimes i just dun have the motive to give in my best lol... and instead of enjoying, sometimes i just hate doing the stuff im doing now..

cos must wash this and that de.. all by yourself then whatever i do, they will like reprimand meee!! JUST HATE THAT..

NO ONE CAN FORCE ME TO DO THE STUFF THAT I DONT LIKE TO DO.. COS I WILL GIVE FACES TO THAT PERSON DE.. once my mind is set, its set!!!

haha thts mee~~ either u accept or u dun.. i DUN CARE.. "a super stubborn yumiao"caiqi always say about me.. haha

I feel like telling them this:
I HAVE TRIED MY BEST ALREADY, IF YOU THINK THAT IM NT GOOD ENOUGH, I DUN MIND U SACKING ME.. cos i have found a job in mind already..

sometimes i just feel that working back in xin wang is better for me.. cos at least, i have friends to talk to lol.. haiz.. btw i miss my job and friends in TDW lol..

even though i hate working, but i still prefer working at xinwang lol rather than tori-q XP..

felt that im someone who can study instead of work lol.. when im working, i duno why im always very busy or very nervous de.. once im nervous, my mind will go blank instantly.. then i will like keep doing the wrong stuff then ended up, get scolding lol.. haiz.. so i HATE WORKING LOL

oops im too aggressive liao~ haha :x

miss my poly friends now.. and i miss studying again lol.. studying is way better than working lol.. cos when u study u dont need to look at other people's face lol.. but working needs to.. u need to look at people's face and work lol.. thts 1 of the reason why i hate working

btw my motive of me working is having fun cum earning money.. since im not having fun in this job, i will must as well quit it..

now, im waiting for them to sack me lol.. then i can commit to xin wang liao..

yest was a pain to me.. cos have the F&b jab lol.. haiz.. jus hate jab.. last time i quit TDW cos they wanna me to jab lol.. still miss my friends out there..

sometimes i wonder, have i changed?